what a crazy day.
just kidding.
nothing happened.
this post will be devoted, now, to a topic that i do not often write about.
drugs and alcohol.
ok, maybe i talk about them a little bit.
anyway, let me premise this by saying that i have friends that do every drug, and will drink until their stomach explodes out of thier mouth.
that being said, i have my own opinions on the subject.
i have experimented with a few drugs, and i sure as hell drink alcohol, but what is the fascination with them?
why do i see my peers abuse these substances on a daily basis?
is it the only way to get by for them?
is it simply better than sober living?
i have no idea.
i drink, i smoke, and i've been known to toke on occasion.
but you know what?
i fucking know that i can take the stress of life unassisted.
people who have to smoke every day to deal with their own life are just escapists.
the movie "into the wild" should be called, "pussies run away"
if you can't stand the world that you live in, make your own world.
don't let some fucking drug blind you to the world you live in.
you're still trapped.
so drink up, smoke up, and inject away.
but keep this in mind.
are you free? or are you unable to see the cage around you?
glad thats over.
i need a drink after that rant.
so i've discovered that very few people in my life really know me.
if you're reading this, you might know me pretty good.
but thats the point. it's an experiment.
this blog. experimental. yeah.
i met some people who really seem like they could mean alot to me, but i'm not quite sure i can/should express this to them.
i mean, if i said, "hey, i don't even have to try to like you."
is that creepy? and if yes, is it creepier to think it and not say it?
damn, this is hard.
it's just hard to express genuine graditude these days.
and by these days, i mean today, the only day i know.
"shut your damn mouth"
-justin bacco
he's wise
so ill do that
nite leefers
oh yeah
you're not the sum of your parts, are you?
-Jizzy T
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