emo blog

do you think this blog is for your amusement?
i should have stated that clearly at the beginning.
its not.
its for me. and by me i mean this...

i hope people love reading my blog as much as i love writing it. if the content offends, or just does not suit your taste, or you hate blogs and have chosen mine to be the object of your hatred (i'm flattered) please stop reading and do something else. please.

that said, if you enjoy reading my blog, or find it the least bit interesting, good.

today i wasted away in class and in my room, until i found it was about 6 pm. another day wasted doing nothing. you'll find that alot in my life.
it makes the great days even greater, though.
you gotta have perspective in life. perspective makes nothingness into somethingness

"Life has no meaning a priori … It is up to you to give it a meaning, and value is nothing but the meaning that you choose."

- Jean-Paul Sartre

if you don't know Sartre, check him out. he's cool.
(he wrote no exit, which is a fucking terrifying piece of fiction)

in summary,
life has no meaning, unless you give it meaning.
there...existentialism class dismissed.

im also taking advantage of laundry being free for a few days while the system is reconfigured.
this is good.
however, now the laundry rooms are even more crowded than they ever were before.
hooray.
not that i care waiting until now ( 3am ) to do my laundry and STILL waiting for a machine
its cool.
gives me time to blog, which means more content for you!

its a good time to be a leefer, huh?

big news today, i deleted over 200 gigs of porn from my computer.
i know, i am a sick pervert.
but really, it was 200 gigs that i rarely look at, and alot of it was garbage anyway.
also, it not like i can't get select ones back.
right? (sign of an addict)
it was more of a "status" thing than anything else. i mean, friends get jealous when they see you have more storage devoted to porn than they have on their entire computer.
at least my friends do.

what will i use that space for? i'm not entirely sure.
probably something far less useful than porn.

i have laundry to recover, and i might actually do work that i have due.
nah, i'm gonna go smoke a cig.

till next time, stay beafy my leefies
-Jizzy T