white whale, holy grail

captain ahab

anyway, i have returning to HOME, and thats where this post is being written from.
i love being home, and i love spending time with my family, but i can't shake this feeling that my real home is at uconn. i just feel...
out of place
here

regardless, i can't fucking wait to play tomorrow.
(if you don't know what i'm talking about...fuck you)
but at the same time i'm kinda nerved up.
fuck it, let's rock.

i got MANY MANY drunk dials tonight, and almost all of them included these things...

1. absurd requests to come and "party with me"
2. commentary on how i'm a (insert expletive) for not being at the party
3. hazy wishes of happy birthday. (it's my birthday)
4. apologizes for #1 and 2
5. detailed descriptions of what they were drinking, and how much.
6. having a side-conversation with me on the line / handing the phone to someone else.
7. hasty, random goodbyes.

i have nothing to say about drunk dialing.
but i do have a list of new cocktails you can try (at your own risk)

THE FORTE
1 parts vodka
2 parts pineapple soda
-drink out of a plastic waterbottle is possible.

THE NILLA
1 parts jagermeister
1 parts dubra
-take shot, writhe in agony, repeat.

THE JIZZY TEA
1 parts arizona Rx energy herbal tonic
1 parts vodka
-perfect for late night studying.

thats all for now. (credit to forte and nilla respectively)

i gotta get some sleep if i want to play a show tomorrow, so have a fun weekend, and to the leefers who are coming to the show:

clothing optional
-Jizzy T