sun day cloudy

goddamn it's been a rough day.
last night was a long one, didn't get to bed until late, so i didn't wake up today.

did some philosophy reading, caught up, still got stats.

boring as fuck.

been listening to a lot of music lately.

thinking about music lately.

got a new phone lately.

(sidenote: i lost some numbers, so if i haven't called you in awhile, gimme a ring.)

it's a motorola z9.

i don't really have much to say about phones, but i like the one i have.

when shopping for a phone with my mom, she made a gesture towards the newest blackberry smartphone.

all i had to say was, "i don't need a blackberry, i don't even have a fucking job."

the cashier thought it was funny. then someone suggested he coach little league.

i don't agree, he makes a very good at&t representative.

i've learned some things about people's opinions.

they never want to change them. honestly, i think i have changed my mind about every fucking thing in my life at least once. people are too afraid to be wrong. i say, fuck that.

socrates was right.

i also think that people are rushing through their lives. people say "life's too fast."

no.

you're moving too fast. when you waste all your time with television and mindless work, it's going to seem like life is moving too fast. honestly, each time you watch TV, think to yourself, "will i want to look back upon this moment when i'm on my deathbed?"

it might be morbid. it might be right.

i really need to get a camera.

thats the first thing that i'm going to buy once i get a job.

maybe an older model.

what a really want is a polaroid. something antique. something cheap.

problem: consumer digital cameras don't capture images like older cameras did.

problem: professional digital camers are too expensive.

problem: i'm really too lazy (poor) to go develop pictures.

answer: polaroid.

problem: they don't make em anymore.

oh well. consumerism has once again murdered something great.

another thing i need is a record player.

that's only minor, however.

i need a new hobby.

i'm thinking glass-blowing or unicycles.

-Jizzy T