you need an update.
on my life.
i've been yearning to play music lately. the ideas are backing up in my brain, and making me go insane. just a little bit.
ok, a lot.
been cutting down on drinking, and save one or two slip-ups, i've been pretty sober.
thats a good thing. too many things get overlooked when i'm drunk. too many things get broken when i'm drunk.
i'm still looking for the people at uconn who understand me and my angst.
that's not true. but it is. but it's not.
i really like the people that i spend most of my time with. i just know that there are people here. at uconn. who i can really connect with.
most of the people that i hang out with now, are "hey, you're fun to get drunk near" friends. and i hate that, which leads me to more drinking. it's a predictable cycle.
therefore the cutting down on drinking.
well, i guess this is a plea to the people that i already love, which is pretty much useless. take my angst and sobriety as a sign that my life is getting better.
i need to have a ciggerton. lemme know if this sounds atypically insane.
just a little white boy
-Jizzy T
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