letting it get to me

i've been fucked up lately. leefers, pull up a chair.

i've been disappointed with this semester thus far.
grades are good.
parties are good.
even the ladies are good to me. (i don't deserve it)
but ultimately, i have been searching for a new "real friend."
that is a term open to aLOT of interpretation, but i think its someone who's in the top 10 people you'll tell if you have AIDS. 
top ten people.
think about yours.

i haven't found this person.
i'm finding flaws in close friends that shouldn't bother me.
but they do.
i've been getting angry drunk. (i'm a happy drunk)

gunna try to blog more.
gunna try and get out and meet people more.

if there is a cool group of people hanging around reading this blog, you are an elusive bunch.

also, break soon. would be fun, but i have nothing to do. and i spent all my money.

cash in your chips, cash in your salsa
-Jizzy T

4 comments:

MeggyB said...

I've found that living with your friends ends up ruining your relationships with them. It's fun in the beginning, but then you notice all those little quirks that you didn't notice before and they slowly drive you crazy.

Anonymous said...

I think when you actually "search" for a new real friend, it makes the experience kind of futile. But whatevzzz, college has a tendency to destroy relationships because it puts you into such a close proximity to peoople.

That and yo, whatup, jcumbag?

Katie said...
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Katie said...

The only friend you really need is yourself. The others will come and go.